:: Sunny days, -Where have you gone? ::
These days are hard. I have to admit. I turned down a good job offer.

I feel like I'm working just to satisfy others. I feel like there's no space for myself. No space or thoughts given for my interests.

I don't know why I'm saying this, but being a girl sometimes really sucks. You're bound to your parents now, and the only way to get out of it is when you get married, but by then you're bound to your husband. Doesn't anyone out there spare a little thought for what I feel, or what I might want for myself?

It's just so suffocating.

When will the day come that you people will actually trust me? Trust me enough to know what I know is good for myself, trust me enough to make my own decisions, trust me enough that I am able to look after myself? Trust me enough that I know that people are not out there to cheat me, and I'll know when they are.

People should at least once, just for ONCE in their lifetime, put their egos aside, and consider that perhaps other are right sometimes. Just do it once, not for yourself, but for others.

Its really difficult to hide a heartache.